ChanGe of plans

Guess what?!?

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Life doesn’t always go as planned - and that’s something I’ve struggled with for nearly all my life. “Plans” or “to-do” lists have always settled my anxiety however it can certainly set it on blaze just as fast when someone or some thing derails them.

“We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us.”

-Joseph Campbell

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When I stepped back in Missouri from the Rural rooted girls retreat back in September I thought I’d hit a new level of high (and I did! Don’t get me wrong) but with it - I came back thinking I was one person redefined

I changed my whole branding of what CFW meant - which was a good thing but it also had set me up for some unexpected anxiety with life Plans later on … with that it’s taken me a few days to set back and really reflect on several accounts

Change of any time is hard - and I did it during one of the Seasonal Changes on the Farm. From the crazy hustle bustle of hay season to our slower fall/winter season where we no longer run 16-18 hour days.. I was given too much free time (is that a thing in farming?!?)

It allowed me too much time to think on the things I wasn’t “achieving” or doing like others in that retreat - I was backsliding and not in the most healthiest of ways.

but with a few new friends & a change of plans - I finally can say I found my voice again - while I was driving the tractor to put out hay last night ….

i hope you’re just as excited as I am because Here’s to the next chapter of life - of finding & sharing my voice along the way 😉