Stuck in A Rut…

Sitting down this morning to work - my minds in this mental “rut” .

I think it’s been there for a while to be very raw and real with you. Sharing my blog thoughts has always just been more about sharing what I was going through for such a long time. That if I’m feeling it. Maybe someone else was too and they’d stumble onto my ramble blog and it would give them insight that they aren’t alone either!!

Over the last few years my blog & website has consistently been “under construction”. Functional. Yes. But actually providing content in a way that I was envisioning - not so much.

I’ve been going through my old blog posts. The ones I’d started writing in 2015. I’ve have so many “drafted” posts. I’ve got writings stuck in the notebooks on random sheets of paper just littering themselves on my desk in the basement office.

This week I turn 35 … I’m not sure why. But it’s hitting me in such a way I’ve not been mentally prepared for. Maybe it’s knowing I’m getting closer to the 40s now. Or when my kiddo tells me “you’re half way to 70 now” … it’s realizing I’m not 25 anymore. Heck not even 30!!! Time has flown by. It’s changed us all. I’ve had to grow up faster than others and at times it’s overwhelming to realize that I skipped out on a lot of “life” as I was a Mom.

Now it’s about being the best of me I can be.

The best of Kayla. A Christian. Finding peace in the chaos.

The best of Wife. Of Mom. Knowing when I’ve hit my limits.

The best of Chronicles of Kayla. Sharing in a Positive outlook.

So maybe being stuck in a rut, was only a matter of time before the mud dried up and we took the box blade back out to smooth the hardness off. And replant again. For growth to start again.

Until next time 🫶🏼

~kW